an additional crew member
Feb 25
“Sorry Ying. I know you really want to shoot off now, but I can’t. I don’t have the cash yet,” says Ed, a potential travel partner. “Just wait for one more month and we can go together. Ying-you know how I feel about this entire trip, right? I really wanted to go. I thought my Europe Escapade or the China Chronicles is the finale to everything, but here you are, suggesting that you should leap head first into the teaching English market that has been long dominated by the mat salleh. So if you can do it, I can do it too. Let’s do it together, Ying. I really don’t want to travel alone this time.”
I met Zaed or Ed as he’s affectionately known, through CouchSurfing. Destiny concoted our first meet through one of my best buddies (co-incidentally, met through CouchSurfing too!)KC. KC dragged me to a buka puasa party–also organised by a CSer–and told me that I’d meet many like-minded. He then eagerly added that Ed will be there.
“You’ll like him, Ying. He’s as crazy as you are when it comes to traveling.” KC mused.
I tried to feel offended but only anticipation filled my mind. I was anxious to meet my equal.
So it turned out that Ed, was not only as crazy as I am but even crazier. He took a year off from his degreee to travel Europe-with only less than RM3000. As we exchanged stories and tried to outwit each other in whose adventure is better than who,, how el-cheapo one can get while travelling, we became fast friends.
Now, an architect intern and a caged traveler, Ed pleads earnestly.
I don’t usually travel with someone from the beginning to the end of the trip as I like to stay flexible, be social and allow the winds to navigate my ship instead of having to steer it on my own.
But I look into his eyes and I see his urgent need for freedom–like as if I am to disagree with the plan, he will slowly first wither away into nothingness and then morph into an urban cynic. I see his soul bared and vulnerable, his spirit indomitable and passionate.
“Alright buddy. I’ll be doing a slow overland journey into Hanoi…Be prepared.”
If you have to know: The entry is semi-fictious. It was just me and my drama.
Ed didn’t beg me to take him with me but he did volunteer his company and time. And after the party, we became close friends…he didn’t have to beg, I invited him along.




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Comment by Leishia J on February 28, 2007 at 4:25 am
finally ur doing this whole blogging stuff! *pats back*
and ur writing’s as lively as the last we had a taste of it. keep writing, and keep the stories rolling in. all the best!
Comment by @ロウ 。LOW@ on March 4, 2007 at 9:50 am
The time is right, motivation is sky high; so this is a goodbye! Never doubt that you will leave as your “space” grew bigger and bigger everytime we talked, so Malaysia’s sky can hardly keep you in.
You – or both of you are hard to beat so I can only wait for more good news, travel adventure and interesting encounter while procrastinating where and when we will meet again.
So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail
A smile from a veil
Do you think you can tell
Did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts
Hot ashes for trees
Hot air for a cool breeze
Cold comfort for change
Did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage
How I wish
How I wish you were here
We’re just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found
The same old fears
Wish you were here
- Pink Floyd
Comment by She's the Wandering Mouse on March 6, 2007 at 5:03 pm
Leisha: Thanks girl. I’m still curious about how you found my website. You can call me anytime now..I’m finally out of Perhentian Islands..and I’ve a full battery on my phone..finally.
KC: Thanks for everything, KC! As the tide starts to change, and as we both seek out our destiny, I’d definitely have you in mind all the time. We shall meet again, sometime, some day.